Friday, November 20, 2015

Friday, October 2, 2015

Knife to the heart!

Today Tamsin told me "put down the vacuum that's not part of your job. come color with me."

It is so true and it hurt because I saw the ugliness of my heart that doesn't put connecting with my girls first. I did stop and color but begrudgingly filled with tension as I thought of the bag of sand and rocks that were dumped on the floor the night before. 

God make me have a mum who gets a sense of 'ahhhhh' and peace by being with my girls and not through the control of having a clean home. 

Thursday, September 24, 2015


Yesterday, Wednesday September 23, 2015 at approximately 4:30pm Shelby signed "Mumma." And when I asked her "Shelby did you just sign Mumma?" She signed "yes."

Go Shelby!!!

Thursday, July 23, 2015

Tuesday, July 21, 2015

It's 4:08am...

And when I went in to Tamsin and Elyse's bedroom to tell them to stop playing and go to bed because it's still dark out Tamsin told me "you can go some place else and go be grumpy."

I just walked away